性的虐待体験

Someone I hated: When I was 11 or 12, I started getting requests from larger men at hotels.
When I entered my room, a naked man suddenly held me by my legs in an M-shape and licked all over my face.
As I desperately resisted, he told me in Thai that my nose would run, and when I told him I absolutely refused, he started sucking on my nose.
From here, the verbal abuse began, he showered me with vulgar things in the local language, like "Your cheeky girl's nose tastes good" and "Your girl's face tastes good."
Both of his hands reached into my underwear and groped both my buttocks.
As he tried to insert his right finger into my anus, I clenched my stomach as if to resist.
While licking my face, he said, "Resist more," and placed me on my stomach. He then removed my underwear and lay me down on the bed in a 69 position with my right leg still attached.
It had been a while since I'd experienced such forced intercourse, and tears welled up in my eyes. I was instructed to take his erect penis into my mouth, and the man began licking my crotch and asshole like crazy.
The moment he took it into his mouth, for some reason my penis was overflowing with a sticky liquid.
The man grabbed my head with both hands and moved it around in small movements.
After a while, his breathing became heavy,